Sorry I'm a little late with this one... meow >^O.O^<
Hi guiz, it's me. I had a pretty meh day. Church was horrible (For anyone who doesn't know, I am an atheist, and my parents are psychotic Catholics). It was two fucking hours of my life, WASTED. Then I got home and played around on facebook and tumblr. Then my boyfriend called and I talked to him about some stuff for like 3 hours. Then he had to go but he could message me on facebook. Then I had emotional breakdown. I really do want to die. I'm not needed in this stupid world, according to my boyfriend I am but I know I'm not. So Nick called me and had to talk to me for a hour to calm me down so I didn't cut my arms to ribbons or try to commit suicide. Now I just can't sleep, mostly cause I have severe anxiety about random shit, and cause tomorrow is Christmas eve, well technically it's today considering I'm blogging at 2:55 A.M. Lol anyway if anyone is reading this I hope you had a better day then today and just maybe tomorrow will be better <3 Good night! Love you guiz <3
Monday, December 24, 2012
Saturday, December 22, 2012
Day 1: 12/22/2012
Hello guiz, my name is Megan. I have decided to start a blog to I guess kind of vent about my life, and struggles. If you have a problem then just go away. I am very shy and don't usually talk much so this is kind of big for me(:
Anyway today my grandparents arrive, yay. Not. They hate me. To them I'm a huge disappointment dressed in gaudy devil-worshiping clothing. I will be forced to have them spend Christmas with me, and my family. Please help me. Meh. I also haven't been able to talk to my boyfriend Nick much and let me tell you he is my savior. Without him, I'm gone. I would have been dead months ago... We've been together for 4 months now, and he makes me the happiest emo girl alive <3 And for my poor friend Rachel who is in love with a scene kidd from Germany. I believe he's an asshole but it's been slowly killing her inside since he hasn't talked to her. I just wish I could cheer her up and help her get over him. Anyway that was kinda the sum of the day. 3 days until Christmas! OMFG sooo excited. Meow. Have a good night guiz! Love you <3
Thats me by the way, I'm so ugly LOL
Anyway today my grandparents arrive, yay. Not. They hate me. To them I'm a huge disappointment dressed in gaudy devil-worshiping clothing. I will be forced to have them spend Christmas with me, and my family. Please help me. Meh. I also haven't been able to talk to my boyfriend Nick much and let me tell you he is my savior. Without him, I'm gone. I would have been dead months ago... We've been together for 4 months now, and he makes me the happiest emo girl alive <3 And for my poor friend Rachel who is in love with a scene kidd from Germany. I believe he's an asshole but it's been slowly killing her inside since he hasn't talked to her. I just wish I could cheer her up and help her get over him. Anyway that was kinda the sum of the day. 3 days until Christmas! OMFG sooo excited. Meow. Have a good night guiz! Love you <3
Thats me by the way, I'm so ugly LOL
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