2/9/2013

It's been a long time since I posted.

I am completely and utterly done with Nick. I have no feelings left for him, except pity.

I finally told Haylee how I felt, and it went way so much better then I expected.
She loves me back, and her and Georgie are falling apart.
We talk every day and she has seriously become my whole world. She is beautiful; inside and out. My best friend. <3 My girlfriend. My princess. And eventually my wife. I dyed my hair rainbow for a while...

 

But now since I am back at Central; it's this:

Anyway I am going better with my depression but tonight has been bad, I have no clue why. I think I just need sleep but who knows? No sleep and its 6 a.m. After almost a month, I cut. I know, failure right? Haylee makes it so much better though. Georgie bothers me. Can she not see what's in front of her fucking face? Ugh. Anyway I am going to try and get some sleep. Good night.