Wednesday, December 30, 2020

12/30/20

 The last real full day of the year and let me tell you what a fucking awful horrendous shit show it has been. I don't even know where to begin. So I am going to make a list...

  • COVID-19 Outbreak (that in itself explains it)
  • Covid caused people to literally fight over toilet paper and we have been wearing masks for months
  • lost/quit my job of close to 3 years at Petsmart's grooming salon
  • James, my boyfriend, of 3 years broke up with me only to regret it
  • I met someone new whom I've never clicked like this before, Jarod 
  • Stuck in a horrendous love triangle with two men who want to marry me
  • Still don't know if I am making the right decision on the whole love triangle dealio
  • Got a very asshole-ish, sweet kitty named Spyro
  • Spyro broke in to my leopard gecko Tofu's cage, she died the following morning on Christmas
  • My grandma (on my dad's side) passed away after years of hiding dementia 
  • Haven't introduced my lovely dog (who is 4) Munchkin whom is my heart dog
  • Lost so many friends due to me and James breaking up and struggling to make friends
  • Had a old co-worker Mia whom had an asthma attack and was pulled from life support
  • I got fat but have been slowly losing weight went from 170 down to 140 so far
  • Still haven't gotten my teeth fixed
  • I pay for my own apartment and have been doing it even jobless for a couple months now
  • I smoke so much weed and vape... and have been smoking lately (RIP LUNGS)