Every day I miss him.Every day I'm reminded that he isn't coming back.Everyday I'm told he's moved on, while I am still looking back.Every day I long to hear his voice say everything will be okay.Every day another piece of me dies.
I can't get over him... and I can't tell anyone because they have no sympathy... They are like a lot of other people love you.... he wasn't worth it ect. Well he was worth it to me. Even if he never realizes he was to me. I hate feeling. Also hate crying. Also I've lost weight.... even Becca commented on it. I'm becoming skinny. And I'm learning how to control myself. Relapsing is the biggest topic for me right now. I crave the razor.... but I did promise Nick. And I don't want to break another promise to the one person that means the world to me.
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